When things don’t go your way
As you expect them to be,
Fear might come up
Anger might come up
Disappointment and
Other uncomfortable feelings
Might come up
There is nothing wrong
With expectations
There is nothing wrong
With your feelings and thoughts
Allow yourself to have them all
They are all valid
No matter what they are
What matters is your willingness
To be aware of them
And choose differently
When they no longer work for you
If you would like to
What if they are the very opportunities
To sit with them
To feel through them
To have your total clarity
To find your total truth
Underneath them all
To get to know and experience
The truth of who you are?
What if you could ask yourself
From your heart and soul
Some of these questions
Where did I create this?
Where do I feel this in my body?
When did this feeling or belief first start?
What is the benefit of having it for me?
What does it give me if any?
What am I learning from this?
What am I gaining from this?
What is my highest truth
That is spacious and gracious
That is light and expansive for me
And everyone involved?
Would you like to receive that
It is safe for you to go there
To see the real YOU?
That is never abandoning you
That is being present with you
That is emotionally available for you
That is kind, loving and caring to you
That is trusting you
That is building your relationship with YOU
That is reclaiming the fullness of your being
Right there
Once you ask yourself
Some of those questions
Let them go
Allow your awareness
To those questions to come
At its own timing
It can show up right when you ask
It can show up a few days later
It can show up a few weeks later
There is no fixed timeframe for it
All it takes is your allowance
That gets the pressure off of you
That you have to find the answers
To whatever questions you ask
The purpose of asking questions
Is not to look for answers
From the thinking mind
It is to bring up your awareness
From your infinite being that you be
How many of us were taught
To look for answers from
Our logical, thinking mind
The more we tried to look for them,
The more we got stuck
And couldn’t seem to find them?
What if it no longer works for you?
Our thinking mind can only go so far
With all the calculations and judgments
What is good, what is bad
What is right, what is wrong
What is benecial, what is not
It goes at a speed of a slug
With your infinite awareness
You can go and be anywhere
And be aware of everything
In the entire universe
And all universes
In a split second
Faster than the speed of light
That is the difference betweeen
Thinking and infinite awareness
Would you be willing
To acknowledge that
You are capable of
Doing and being that
For you way more than
You realize because
You are God’s infinite awareness
And God’s infinite awareness is YOU?
It is a practice
It is a journey
Of mastering that superpower
That you are created to be
You got this. One step at a time.
- Phuong
