What Are You Choosing?
Your truth?
Your infinite being
Your all-knowing God part of you
That you truly be
Or repeating the same patterns
That no longer work for you?
Yes, at the soul level
You chose certain families
Certain relationships
Certain people in your life
To learn whatever
Your soul needed to learn
It is the good you gain from it
In that sense
How about the bad and the ugly?
How many times did you think
It was negative
It was wrong
That you were judgmental
And suppressed it
When it actually was your awareness
Of what was going on
And would set you free?
What if total truth includes
The good, the bad and the ugly?
It isn’t always pretty
It isn’t always comfortable
It isn’t always beautiful
With all colors of the rainbow
Many times
It stings as hell
Yet once you are willing
To acknowledge it
You will end the same patterns
Make a totally different choice
From a totally different place
And create a totally different reality
That you have never considered before
What is true for someone else
Doesn’t mean that it is true for you
And vice versa
You are the only one who knows
What is light and right for you
No matter what others say
Would YOU as an infinite being
Choose pain and suffering
To become your best self?
Would YOU as an infinite being
Choose abusive families and relationships
Over and over again
In order to evolve?
It is the unconsciousness
That holds the repetition in place
Until we choose to be aware
Is it wrong to repeat?
No
Are you wrong for repeating?
Absolutely not
We all learn and grow at different paces
We are all in the perfect place
From wherever we are right now
As human beings,
We are all unaware of something
At one point or another
It is just our willingness
To pratice to choose awareness
If we would like to
What if you have already been,
Always were
Always are and
Always will be
Your best self
Your higher self
Your highest self
Your soul
Your infinite being
Your God within
Your Source,
However you’d like to call it,
That you truly be
From the very first time
You were created?
What if learning and evolving
Is choosing that?
What if there are so many other
Different empowering possibilities
To be and evolve your soul
Without the necessity
Of repeating abuse
Without the necessity
Of repeating pain and suffering
Without the necessity
Of repeating the same patterns
Lifetime after lifetime?
What if learning and evolving
Is choosing fun and joy
Is choosing ease and abundance
Is choosing magic and miracles
Is choosing victory and glory
Is choosing kindness to you
Is choosing to do what you love
From your heart and soul
That you truly be
That you are so worthy and deserving of
Simply because it is your birthright?
If you think it is impossible to
To choose what you’d like to choose
For whatever reasons
It is totally ok
Allow them to come up
Allow them to be heard
Without suppressing them
Without pushing them away
Without making you wrong
Work with them
You just need to see clearly for yourself
Those reasons or decisions
Are not serving you anymore
By bringing them into your awareness
You will lose them and
Receive new empowering possibilities
For YOU
With ease
Without pushing yourself
Without forcing yourself
What if that is your very choice
To choose your total awareness
Your total truth
The good, the bad and the ugly
That allows you to be
All of YOU?
You got this. One step at a time.
- Phuong
