If you experienced so much abuse
In any or all forms
During your childhood
Got punished and nullified
With different forms of pain
Inflicted upon your body and being
Whenever you made a mistake,
Have you ever experienced
Anxiety, panic, depression
Horror, terror and fear
Totally freezing
Not knowing what to do
Waiting to get punished
Thinking and believing
You would get punished
Feeling angry and frustrated
Feeling helpless and powerless
Feeling like you had no legs
Feeling like you couldn’t stand
Not seeming to be able
To stop your body from shaking
Even though you wanted to
Be calm and collected
During your adulthood
When you were under
Extremely stressful situations
Where you didn’t feel safe?
It is totally normal and ok
To experience whatever you experienced
You did nothing wrong
You do nothing wrong
There is nothing wrong with you
And you can do nothing wrong
In the eyes of your own soul
In the eyes of your God within you
As an infinite being of God
With lightness and expansion
With infinite possibilities
With your total awareness
Of thoughts, feelings and emotions
Of everyone else around you
With no limitations
As your entire being,
Would you have anxiety?
Would you have terror or fear?
Would you feel helpless or powerless?
Or is it what you perceived,
Picked up, absorbed and took on
From all those who inflicted
Pain, trauma and drama upon you
As your own when it actually wasn’t?
Everywhere you bought it
And carried it with you as though
It was you and yours,
Everything that is,
Would you like to uncreate, destroy
And return it all to the senders please?
Would you like to acknowledge that
Whatever the others did to abuse you
Was that much gift you gifted them
You are way stronger
Way greater
Way more powerful
Than any and all of those abusers combined?
Would you and all of your younger selves
Like to know and receive that
Your job is done and complete with them
You are safe and free
Right here and right now with YOU
You are safe and free
From the past
From all those who abused you
From all those abusive situations
With your deep breaths
Into all those uncomfortable sensations
Into every cell of your body
Regardless of any storms happening
Regardless of any challenges happening
Regardless of whatever is going on
Outside of you?
Because God was with and in you then
Even when you didn’t feel it
Because God is with and in you now
And always will be
It is easy to feel safe and happy
When things go easy
According to the way we want
How about when things get tough?
Would you like to acknowledge and receive
You are far more capable of doing and being
The Source of kindness to you
The Source of lovingness to you
The Source of caring for you
The Source of safety for yoy
With that very choice you make
With everything you got
With every fibre of your being
With God flowing through you
Even when things get tough
Even when things don’t go your way?
That is your support for you right there
That is you believing in you right there
That is your trust in you and God right there
That is your masterpiece
That is your miracle
That you create for YOU
What if it is the most rewarding
Moment and experience of all
To take back all parts and pieces of you
To reclaim and own all of YOU?
What if that is your moment
To challenge and change
All the lies that contract you
That you were taught?
What if that is your moment
To choose your infinite possibilities?
What if when you think
You mess up is actually when
You create and own
Your brilliant masterpieces?
What if when you think
You lose something or someone
Is when you gain YOU?
What if when you think
You miss this or that opportunity
Is when you open your space
For your possibilities and opportunities
Way greater than ever before
Coming your way?
What if when you think
You are not shining your light
In a certain way
Is actually when you are shining your light
In your own unique way?
What if when you think
What you contribute to someone else
As small or nothing
Is exactly what they need
And it means the world to them?
What if that is your moment
To receive your kindness to you
To receive your total allowance of you
To acknowledge, see and receive YOU
Regardless of the outcome?
What if that is your moment
To choose to let go of control
To allow and trust the journey
To receive your brilliant knowing and wisdom
With your questions
For your infinite awareness?
What if that is your moment
To choose to see beyond the veil
To have and be
So much appreciation and gratitude
For you and God
For everything that you have created
For everything God has been gifting you
For what your soul and God
Have in store for you ahead?
What if that is your moment
To make different choices
To choose different people
To create different realities
That you hadn’t thought of before
That bring you your joy and lightness,
Your space and expansion for you?
What if that is your moment
To know what it feels like
Through every cell of your body
To be worthy and deserving
To ask for what you would like
Regardless of fear or doubt?
What if that is your moment
To know and receive
What you are made of
What you are capable of
Way more than what you thought
You were or could?
What if each moment is your masterpiece?
What if each day is your masterpiece?
What if each choice is your masterpiece
In the midst of any challenges?
Who can do that job better than YOU?
Would you like to acknowledge that
You have been doing and being
So much and more for you
Way beyond what you are
Willing to acknowledge?
That is why you are here,
God’s superhumans
Beyond words
Everywhere you go
Everything you touch
Everyone you reach
Every moment you breathe
Every choice you make
With your heart and soul
With your very being
With your very presence
With your kindness to you
With your kindness to others
Is the masterpiece of God
As YOU are God’s miraculous masterpiece
You got this. One step at a time.
- Phuong
For my book "Ignite Your Soul Alive": https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09D94LCL1
