How many times did you have
Fear of being alone
Fear of being unloved
Fear of being abandoned,
Known and unknown,
Looking for love
In all those places and relationships
Ending up with the same feelings
From the very fear you had,
Unloved, disappointed
Heartbroken, betrayed,
Abandoned, all alone,
The list goes on and on
Over and over again?
Is that fear light and true for you?
Whatever feels lighter is always true for you
Whatever feels heavier is always a lie
Think about what you love doing
Does it make you feel lighter?
Does it make you smile?
That is YOU
As an infinite being
As God’s eternal soul,
You are lightness and expansion
You are joy and ease
You are total freedom
Without limitation
You are total awareness
You are aware of
Everyone else’s thoughts,
Feelings and emotions around you,
Is it the fear
That you thought you had
Or is it what you perceived
From everyone else around you
Thought it was you and
Bought it was yours
When it actually wasn’t?
How much of it belongs to your parents?
How much of it belongs to your loved ones?
How much of it belongs to
Your ancestors and generations?
How much of it actually belongs to you?
Everywhere you picked it all up
From everybody else around you
Took it all on
To make them feel better
To fit in with them
To be like them
To connect with them
To understand them
To get their love and attention
Or for whatever reason,
Would you like to
Uncreate, destroy
And return it all to them please?
With that level of abuse
With that level of trauma and drama
With that level of unkindness and cruelty
With that level of pain and suffering
You experienced,
You not only got through it all
But have chosen to be kind,
Loving and caring to
Everybody else around you
No matter what
Were you taught and shown
How to be kind, loving and caring?
No
Were you taught and shown
How to rise and thrive
Beyond it all
Like you have been doing?
No
Where did you get that from
Other than your own Source
Your infinite love for you
That you already are?
That is how powerful and capable
You are
So everywhere you bought the lie
That you were incapable
That you couldn’t or
Wouldn’t make it on your own
Without your authority figures
Without their love or approval
That got you to look for it
In all those places and relationships
That didn’t work for you,
And everywhere you purchased that lie
From them as yours
In order for them to control you
When it wasn’t,
Would you like to
Delete, destroy it all
And return it all to them please?
It takes such a gigantic heart of all hearts
It takes limitless strength and courage
It takes intense power and potency
Of a soul like you
To be able to
Go through what you went through
So is it really fear that you thought you had
Or is it your awareness of the intensity
Of your power and potency
That you misidentitied and
Misapplied as fear?
Everything you did
To misidentify and misapply it
To reject and deny
To not know or acknowledge YOU
Would you like to
Uncreate, delete, destroy all that?
What if what you thought happened to you
Is actually what happened for you
To reclaim every God’s total truth
Of and about you?
What if what you thought happened to you
Is actually what you chose
At your soul level
Whether you were conscious of it or not
To learn and embody your God’s total truth
Of and about you?
What if nothing is by accident
What if nothing is by coincidence
What if nothing is by luck
But everything is by choice
Whether we are conscious of it or not?
What if you have never been
A victim of abuse
A victim of circumstances
A victim of anything and anybody
Because your soul chose it
Because YOU knew you could handle it
And rise above it
To show you and others
That we are the creators
Of our own destinies
That we are the key
To our kingdom of
Our God’s infinite possibilities
Our way back Home
With our hearts and souls?
What if that is exactly
Your light and fire
That has been burning
That keeps your soul alive?
What if that is exactly
Your infinite love for you
That you thought you couldn’t
Have or be
That you actually were, are
And always will be?
Not that if and when
You are more loving to you tomorrow
Not that if and when
You gotta do something
Better and more
In the future
In order to be that fire
In order to be that light
In order to be that infinite love,
You are already it right now
You have been living it
You have been breathing it
You are it
Would you like to
Receive and acknowledge
That undeniable truth about you?
You are God’s champion
With every life experience and choice
You have been making
To reclaim every piece and part of you
To reclaim your joy and ease
To reclaim your abundance and bliss
To reclaim your God’s miraculous gifts
To reclaim your total freedom
To be YOU
You got this. One step at a time.
- Phuong
