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You Are The Infinite Star

As loving and caring as you are


As kind and compassionate as you are


As gigantic a heart as you have and be


How many of you as a kid


Took on all of your parents’ or


Authority figures’ pain and suffering


All of their anger and frustration


All of their worries and fears


All of their sadness and grief


All of their limiting beliefs


To make them feel better


Without even being conscious of it?


Even when you were a baby and a kid,


You were so intuitive and aware


Of everyone’s thoughts and feelings


From the age of 0 to 8,


Your conscious mind


Wasn’t developed enough yet


To be able to filter any and all information


That you heard and learned from them


You were like a sponge


Absorbing everything from everyone


Both positive and negative


You didn’t know how to differentiate


Between what was yours and what was theirs


Because you were never taught to


How much of all those thoughts and feelings


How much of all those emotions and beliefs


Did you perceived from your parents


Thought it was you, bought it was yours


When it actually wasn’t?


A little, a lot or all of it?


How many of you were trained


You were supposed to think this way


You were supposed to feel that way


You were supposed to behave a certain way


You were supposed to believe a certain thing


You were supposed to do this or that


You were supposed to not show emotions


Simply because you were told so


Simply because you were shown so


Without explanation


Without loving guidance


Without being heard


Without being given a choice


You ended up keeping wondering


What you did wrong


There must have been a reason


If you knew the reason,


You could fix it


Then you would get their full love


All of those things along the lines?


Have you found you never seem


To be able to find the answer


Or the reason for it


No matter how much you tried?


Would loving, empowering parents


Blame, guilt, shame and punish you


For their own pain and suffering


For the mistakes you seemed to make?


So how much of that blame, shame and guilt


Is what you perceived from your parents


And bought it as your own


When it actually wasn’t?


A little, a lot or all of it?


Would you be willing


To return it all to them?


All it takes is your YES


If you would like to


What if there is no reason to seek?


What if there is no answer to find?


What if there is nothing for you to fix?


Because you have done nothing wrong


Because it was never your fault


Because none of it was yours


From the first place?


Did you think, feel and believe that


You were the only insane one?


You were the only crazy one?


You were the only wrong one?


You were the only one


Who never got anything right?


You were the only one


Who was not ‘normal’?


What if it is because you were just born


In a wrong family with the wrong people


Who weren’t capable of loving you


For YOU?


Would you like to receive that


As a baby and a child


It is your birthright


To be taken care of


To be protected


To be nurtured


To be loved


To be accepted


To be guided


Unconditionally


Without having to be your parents’ caretaker


Without having to be their protector


Without having to be sick


Without having to be bad


Without having to be punished


Without having to punish yourself