Your Total Awareness
Have you ever found yourself
Making the same choices
Making the same mistakes
Ending up with the same feelings
Hurts and disappointments
Betrayal and abandonment
Inadequacy and brokeness
Just to name a few
With the same patterns
With the same types of people
With the same types of relationships
Just with diffferent faces
With different circumstances
Over and over again?
It is so familiar that
There are times
You might not be aware
Of doing the same things
That no longer work for you
Is there anything wrong with that?
No
Is there anything wrong with you?
Absolutely not
Have you done anything wrong?
Definitely not
You are ready when you are ready
You learn when you learn
At the perfect pace
That is right for you
When you come to the place
Where enough is enough
Where you desire something different
Where you desire to change
Where you decide to change
Knowing that there is so much more
So much greater
So much bigger
So much better for you,
It is when you will find every way
To change it
No matter how long it takes
No matter what it takes,
It is when you will be willing
To stop and acknowledge
Your brilliant awareness of
What you are doing
That no longer works for you
Without any judgments of you,
It is when your journey
Of self-awareness
Of self-discovery
Of getting to know you
Of connecting with you
Of understanding you
Like nobody else
Of making conscious choices
That work for you
Of remembering your magnificent soul
Whole and complete
Will begin and expand
For all eternity
Self-awareness is everything
To stop lying to ourselves
To start being true to ourselves
As much as possible
Are we always aware?
No
There is no absolute universe
As long as we are humans,
We aren’t always aware,
We all are a work in progress,
We will make mistakes
At some point or another
That we aren’t even aware of
That is when
The desire to be aware
The willingness to be aware
The choice to be aware
The practice to choose differently
From our self-awareness
Comes in
There is always something to learn
No matter what level of consciousness
We are at
Nobody is higher than anybody