How much of your life
Have you been taught
Since you were a kid
You were not allowed to speak
You were not supposed to speak
You must not speak
What you thought
How you felt
What you truly wanted and needed
Or else you would be punished
You would be attacked
You would be beaten up
You would be made wrong
You would be made into nothing
For speaking anything at all?
How much of your life
Were you expected,
Forced and coerced to do
What those who taught you
Wanted you to do
Not what you wanted to do
With domination, threats, intimidation
From their emotional, physical, verbal abuse
And all other forms of abuse of
Your being and body
Creating fear, horror and terror in you
In order to control you that you had to
Submit to them, their desires,
Requires and expectations
In the name of their love and caring?
As the result of it,
How much of your life have you spent
Believing that your voice has been silenced?
How much of your life have you spent
Believing that you have lost your voice?
How much of your life have you spent
Believing that you have no voice,
You know nothing
You got nothing to say?
How much of the so-called love and caring
In the form of all kinds of abuse
Just because they have the titles
As your father, mother, brothers, sisters,
Husbands, wives, significant others,
Authority figures, therefore whatever
They do and say is right and correct,
It’s all for you, all from their love for you,
Is actually a form of control,
Manipulation, lies and a pile of crap,
Which has nothing to do with love
That you bought as real, true
And yours when it wasn’t?
A little, a lot or all of it?
Everything that is, would you like
To uncreate, delete, destroy
And return it all to all senders please?
In order for them to find every abusive way
To control, disempower and destroy you,
Knowingly or unknowingly,
It says nothing wrong with or about you
There is nothing wrong with you
What if it actually says
All the greatness
Of, about and as YOU?
You actually were, are
And always will be
Such a light of magnitude
Your light was actually so bright,
So powerful that they couldn’t handle it,
They couldn’t receive it
They didn’t know what to do with it,
But tried to dim it down to
Get you down to their level
For their self-gratification, self-satisfication,
And self-comfort with what they knew
To make them feel better about themselves
In the name of love and caring
It is all about them and for them
It is nothing about you and for you,
They aren’f conscious of
What they are doing,
They lie to themselves,
Strongly believe in their lies as real
Because they have to always be right,
How could they ever be truthful to you?
That’s impossible unless
They start to be aware of
Their own unconsciousness
Of what they think as love
When it actually isn’t,
And it can only happen if and when
They desire to change from within themselves,
Everything that doesn’t allow you
To acknowledge this truth and this greatness
Of absolute brilliant, magnificent light as YOU,
Would you like to uncreate, destroy it all?
What if you wait on nobody to change?
What if you require nobody to change?
What if you keep going in your own path
Regardless of who changes or not
Regardless of who can receive you or not
Regardless of who thinks about you
As whoever, whatever or not
Because you decide to change
For YOU
For your total joy and happiness
For your total freedom to be YOU?
What if you are the first, the one and only
Who steps up
Who changes your life
Who changes how you want to be treated
Who creates whatever you desire,
What is light and true for you
From your heart, soul and total being
By starting with you first
With your total awareness
Of what are lies, what are truth for you
Regardless of how painful it might be
In order to set you free?
What if you actually have never
Lost your voice even though
You could be silenced as a kid?
Proof?
You are standing
Right here and right now
Because you do know,
You have always known
What is true and light for you
You have kept following
That bright and brilliant light
That inner knowing
As YOU
You have kept finding your total truth
That brings you lightness and expansion
That brings you total freedom to be YOU
No matter how much abuse you endured
What if that knowing is actually your voice?
What if your voice is that absolute stillness
That doesn’t have to be spoken in words?
What if your voice is that deepest space
Where it is indescrible with words,
Where it it is spacious, expansive,
Eternal, unstoppable,
Unshakeable and indestructible,
It has no beginning and no end
Without limitations
Without constriction
Without contraction
Without control?
What if that is your total voice?
What if the physical voice is just part of it,
And it doesn’t determine the totality
Of your true voice
Because that total voice is your total truth
Because that total voice is
Your infinite knowing
Because that total voice is
Your infinite awareness
Because that total voice is
Your infinite wisdom
Because that total voice is
Your total being
Because that total voice is YOU,
What if that total voice as YOU
Is the core of life?
And that total voice as YOU
Never dies
EVER
Everywhere you defined
What was your voice when it actually was not
What was not your voice when it actually was,
And bought that
Your voice was taken away,
You lost your voice
From those who abused you
As real, true and yours when it wasn’t,
Everything that is,
Would you like to uncreate, destroy
Return it all to them,
Reclaim and own
Your total voice please?
No abusers
No trauma
No drama
No pain
No fears
No threats
No intimidation
No domination
No control
In whatever shape or form
Nobody
Nothing
Nada!
Can silence your voice
Without your permission
Would you like to receive that
You are safe and free to
Speak your total voice
Speak your total truth
Express yourself freely, and that
You know who to speak to or not
When to speak or not
Where to speak or not
As your total freedom to be
As all of YOU
Your magnificent YOU
For all eternity and back?
You got this. One step at a time.
- Phuong
- For sessions for your total awarness, truth, clarity and healing about relationships, loss, grief, health:
- For my book Ignite Your Soul Alive:
